I died yesterday quite suddenly.
It wasn’t from COVID-19 in case you were wondering. I don’t know what it was; but whoever said death is like removing a tight shoe was completely right. What a relief.
I worried unnecessarily about bankruptcy in the UK, the failure of governments, about reading this or that book, sleeping in a single bed for the rest of my life. The future never came.
What I did right: pet my cats and baby talk to them; get my mom into crochet again; meditate in the mornings; and send you loving thoughts.
I’ll see you soon.



Should I be worried, Ollie? You read this beautifully on your voiceover.
I can’t help ask when someone writes so vividly about death: are you okay?
Wow!